Dude I was PMS-ing hard.core. yesterday. I was trying to find people to talk to so I could bitch about stuff. I wanted to pull somebody's hair and then tell them they were fat. I wanted to walk out of work, I was so mad about sitting on my butt for 5 hours with no tasks but for those I assign myself. I think I feel like telling you this because it serves as some kind of confession and atonement.
I recognized the self destructive qualities of my hopes and dreams of bitching, fighting, and deserting my post of English speaking glory, and I mostly succeeded in sparing myself the consequences of my cranky mood. My super-awesome friend showed me patience and understanding, and cheered me up.
Today I feel sooo much better, partly cause I did two rounds of Spartacus before school today. Feeling like a fat ass is about the surest-fire way to put me in a Negative Nancy state of mind. Haven't been able to shake that since I was 8.
I have sushi plans tonight, AND it's 10% off Tuesday at Sushi Meijin: Yay.
...so I have an attention deficit right now. I've been prescribed meditation to strengthen my focus. I can look at my To-do list on my way out of work, and forget 1 of 3 things on my way home. Last night I forgot to look at my list, so I forgot the stuff that I was supposed to bring to school today. When I remember to do something, I do it as fast as I can so I don't forget to do it later. And if I remember to do two things, I write the other one down next to me so I don't forget about it while I'm doing the first thing. Sigh.
I'm going to Korea!! I haven't left the country of Japan. Ever. It's true. I left America 6 or 7 times, if you count international waters and Canada, but I have never left Japan. But I will! We have a long weekend coming up and I'm planning to spend a few days in Korea. I hope it's cool. I'm sure it will be.
And I just want to take this moment, for no good reason, to say I never want to go to China... except it would be really cool to see that field of stone guys.
But I do want to go to every continent. Yes, Antarctica is a continent and I want to go there. And yeah I want to go to Egypt and South Africa, but I also want to go to real Africa (I know, how ignorant), like Zimbabwe. Do I have any middle school friends reading this blog? ZIMBABWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! And Russia, for ballet and architecture, and Europe anywhereIdon'tcare, but I want to see gardens and castles, and the Galapagos Islands, and Machu picchu, and of course Argentina with Natalia. Australia. I wanna fight a kangaroo. Just kidding I just want to ride in the pouch.
Sushi in 40 minutes. Bye bye.